Wednesday, July 28, 2010

So That's Why We Constantly Get Marriage Proposals

"Foreigners in Bhutan are like gods because some Bhutanese think that they all look like Brad Pitt."
- from one of my students' assignments

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Death

Mark attended a funeral recently. Says they break the bones of the shoulders and the legs to force you into the cremation pit. Says that as the body is incinerated, the flesh of the face burns away, revealing the skull while the smell of carbonizing flesh fills the air. Says they sometimes have to carry away fathers and mothers who collapse in front. We do not believe the things we say - such pretty, ugly lies.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

A tiny bush growing like a bonsai tree, a single string of street lights, ending at a river - these things are like haikus you encounter in the world; you can take them or leave them. A taxi that sounds like it's farting because it's driving on flat rear tires is also a haiku, but of a different sort.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Life Fail

"It's not their fault; it's the system's fault."
This was used in a conversation I was in today.
I am a SWPL. My face is hiding in shame beneath my striped hoodie.
Jesus Christ.

Friday, July 16, 2010

It appeared on Jon's bed


We named it Smeagol.

Matthew 14:14-15

"As saying gos Zebs without knowledge is like candle without light. So that why in life we have to experiences with love, kind and knowledge."

- one of Madam Dorji's students.

Experience love, kind and knowledge! If you want the link to the new blog, send me an email (zeb.blackwell@gmail.com) or hit me up on facebook. There will be posts here, but the ones on the new blog will likely be more interesting and better written.

Two stories about the takin

Once the divine madman, Drupka Kunley, whom this blog is named after, was asked by his followers for a miracle. Because Drupka Kunley was a man, he told them to get him lunch instead. His followers brought him a cow and a goat. Despite the lack of barbecue sauce, ol' Drupka ate the entire cow, and then had the entire goat for desert. He then ripped the goat's head from its carcass, stuck it on the cow's skeleton, and told the misformed amalgamation to rise. That is how the Takin was created.


Way back when, the nation of Bhutan had a national zoo. But because Bhutan is a Serious Buddhist country, people complained that animals were being kept in cages instead of being allowed to roam about, made a spectacle of, etc. So the zoo disbanded and all the animals were to be released into the wild. The zoo keepers opened the gates of the Takin enclosure and went off to free more animals. The next day they came back, and the Takins were still there. They came back the next day, the Takins were still there. They kept coming back, and the Takins kept staying there. So they made the Takin enclosure into a national preserve, and the Takins lived happily ever after without ever having to worry about someone opening their gates and letting in small annoying children ever again.


Pictures by Jon Strassfeld.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Lingual bases

I can speak a few words of Dzongkha, Feyer can speak a few phrases, and Strass can do short introductory conversations and sometimes pick out what other people are talking about. But overall, we live in a country where we do not speak the predominant language. Go outside downtown Thimphu, and any communication other than buying things (point at item, "Garadichimo?" "25, la" "Okay.") is extremely difficult. The strange thing about this it seems like communication is mostly non-verbal. Most everyone in the western world is familiar with the difficulty of transmitting exactly what you want to say by text message or email, or even by phone - physical presence makes all the difference in what gets said, to the point where you can sometimes tell exactly what is happening in a conversation just by observing two people. And even more to the point, the bonds of friendship seem transmitted not at all by what is said - shooting the shit is just that, talking about shit-nothing. Yet it is very difficult to establish camaradarie with people when there is no mutual language; the only successes we have had have been the kind established by simply being in each others' presence many, many times.

Hale

There is absolutely nothing that gets you in shape like backpacking. I usually lose a lot of weight when camping, but I ate constantly over the last trek and am feeling the same up I do when I manage to string consecutive weeks of exercise together. Went and played basketball yesterday, 2-on-2, make-it-take-it, first to five. The kid I was playing with and I went about 10-1. Would let the other team just run the score up to 4-0 because I knew we could get a stop and score 5 lay-ups in a row, effortlessly.

Seriously, there's a reason hiking hurts so much. It's worth it.

Friday, July 9, 2010

Splitting

Thinking about putting up a second blog where I can write freely; this one comes up on the first page of searches for Pelkhil. Email/message me on facebook if you want the link.

We woke up hungover and headed for Jumolhari. The smell of wild cannibis along the road. A man teaching his three-year-old son to throw darts. The atmosphere is cool. The cloud cover is solid.

The taxi drives past Drukgyal Dzong, ruins tinted with the slight green of first undergrowth. The wheels thud along the stones. It is monsoon season and the road becomes a creek. A turn, and then we plow into a river. The wheels jam in the rocky bed. You open the door, your notebook, the white one she gave you, is being swept away. You grab it as it slips under the belly of the van.

We all push. The wheels spin. The muffler bubbles. The van moves. We empty it on the other side, turn it around. It runs into the riverbed again, settles in. We strain. There is no movement. We pull back, push it through again. We rock back and forth, the rocks give way. We pay and walk.

An army van passes by. A multiple-story behemoth, thick green iron, tree-stump tires, a beetle on the skirt of the mountain. We climb aboard, and it rolls over the heaps of rocks on the unfinished road. It runs into a hole it cannot climb out of; a Japanese man carrying a rainbow-colored umbrella strolls by. Ravi and you jump out, dig dirt and clear rocks away from the wheels. You have hands. You walk twenty meters, clear the path, heave boulders. You walk back. You mock your strength and push. The van rolls.

Past small houses, gardens, rice fields, a school. You stop at a suspension bridge, prayer flags decorating the grey steel. There is a general store cum restaurant. You buy instant noodles; they cook them. Steam evaporates, the spoon fogs, tiny saucers of oil float between chunks of onion and chili. The noodles are hot and the broth salty. There is a poached egg hidden beneath, yolk fatty and thick.

Soldiers lift a pallet into the van. A girl unconscious on it.

The path across the bridge is rocks strewn into shit-muck, snaking through rice paddies, guarded by cows. Pack horse trains occasionally pass by. There are berries along the trail, tasting of oranges and chilies. We walk into a fog, a drizzle, a rain. Your glasses are a blur, you see out below the rims. You tread through the mist.

The man at the army checkpoint says that without a permit, we cannot pass. Two monks are held behind the gates with you. In the village beyond there is a person dead four days, beginning to rot, waiting for rites. Ravi says we are teachers, not tourists, we need no permits; we are still held. Hours pass. A man from the village confirms the monks’ story. The head officer of the base arrives from rounds. He does not let you pass.

We walk back to a clearing by the river, unpack the tent. Ravi has the tarp up at the tiny bar near the base. You hike back up. The barkeep makes you noodles interspersed with tiny herbs covered in tiny green flowers. His name is Wangdi. He knows a secret route to Jumolhari. We order beers. Ravi smokes a Chinese cigarette, the smoke acrid in your eyes. Wangdi will take you for fifteen-hundred ngultrum a night, now eight-hundred ngultrum a night, six days. Someone notes you are two miles high. The glasses fill and empty. He will take you to Tibet for three-thousand. Soldiers arrive with flashlights, shine them in your eyes. They march into the room behind the living room where we sit. There is a minor ruckus.

You are drunk. The sky is covered in stars, so much that you cannot find the familiar constellations. The paths feel like the path back to your home in Grundy. The tent is set up underneath the sky.

We wake up hungover. Your shoes are soaked, a night rain. We start back towards Drukgyal. Houses and fields apparate in the sunlight. There are faceless scarecrows among the crops. The rocks beneath the holes in your shoes are bruising the bones of your feet, soft-soled child.

It is late in the afternoon when you stop for lunch. Noodles, a scrambled egg on top. Cheese cubes soaking in the heat, the taste of cream coating your tongue when bit. Jon says he will not go on; he is tired; his tendons strain; he is in pain. We convince him to go to the next campsite, to spend the night with us. He comes.

After such a day, the wood is dry. We build a fire, roast peanuts and cook dried fish and smoke chunks of cheese, hide potatoes in the ashes to bake. There are no stars, but there is a bottle of rum being passed around.

We wake up hungover. Jon turns home. We head up. Through fields where millstones are stepping stones. Following a stump-legged red dog that joined you in one of the hamlets. Up to the lakhang. A man’s voice drones from the balcony of the house, a radio. The keeper and his wife greet you. Holy water flows from a pipe entombed in the mountain. There is suja. It is the worst butter tea you have ever tasted. You pay your respects to the local deities.

You leave your packs and walk slow. Jon breathes deep behind you. Dead spines of trees killed in a forest fire rise from one of the mountain’s girding slopes like a grizzly crown. Nothing has grown up to replace the old canopy. The ferns glow fluorescent, the yellow flowers phosphorescent and liable to blur and twist in your eyes. The Buddha says all men are scarecrows. The dog has left. Your feet are unsteady. The shell and the experience are there, but there is no I. Your heart trembles. You keep moving.

A yak herder’s stone winter hut sits in a field. There is an iron pan hiding in the rubble.

You roam higher, into rock screes and burned-out rhododendron forests, the scoured limbs limbs like boneyards of antlers in the ash.

Above there are phantasmagorical fields of wildflowers: white lotus-shapes, weeping blue trumpets, wheels of rusted-iron red bulbs. Cabbages covered with spiders’ webs in a place where there are no spiders, blue poppies clothed in spines and clinging dew.

You move slow. The air is thin and you might break it. The clouds blow in. You can see the shifting mist of the borders. Your jacket rustles as you zip it fully. Your brain is wrapped in shrinking plastic. The sacred lakes are over the ridge, but you cannot see the way forward, or the way back. A patch falls out, and you scramble up past tenuous cairns. The spear of a prayer flag stabs through the white on the horizon. It is part of a mountain that the ridge you think is last never is, but this one is.

You and Ravi pause and wait for Jon. To the side there is a higher peak with another flag poking through. The haze consumes all. You walk up to the higher point. You stop, wait. Jon has not followed. You cannot see him. It is cold. You yell up to Ravi and walk down to Jon. He is where he was left. You say to stick together. He agrees.

The rain is light; it does not have far to fall. You walk up, but you cannot find the lake the prayer flags testify to. You are above every point you have ever been. The ridge slopes away from all sides. Down had been a trusted direction but now it is a spurned and treacherous lover. There are no sounds of a river to guide you.

You return to the first cluster of prayer flags. You head down the other side into rhododendron.

“I don’t remember this part of the trail up.” Jon says.

“This is the other side of the ridge.” You say.

Or maybe, “We didn’t come this way.” You say.

You walk down until you cannot see the top. Ravi wants to go on, to find the lake. You convince him not to. You drink the dewy jewel from the center of a rhododendron crown. You turn back.

The path is the same one you have already walked before, and your stomach cramps and you want to vomit. Tiny rocks tumble down before you. You all pass out inside the hut. Ravi builds a fire to warm his body and roasts peanuts on the iron pan, sprinkles salt on top. The sky is dimming. Your breath appears.

At the lakhang they make you food, hand you cucumbers. You try to refuse, but you cannot. You leave peanuts and raisins and rice cakes. In the meadow below Ravi builds a fire and Jon and you set the tent. The celebration bottle of beer is cracked. The rum passes around until it is gone. The sun sets and the coals flatten from red to black. In the fugue between consciousness and darkness a woman's voice in the dream calls you in the afternoon from the peak’s clouds: you are not safe. Again: you should not stay.

Before the sun has risen the rain begins anew. The skin of the tent is permeable. The frame has collapsed. Puddles pool beneath your feet, your legs, the shoulder of one of your arms. Your mouth is dry; you have a hangover. You leave the tent and shiver visibly, continuing without conscious control. The cloud is all around you; everything is drenched. You move, because if you do not, you do not.

The mud slides through your shoes. The tiny stones grate on the pads of your feet. It is slick all over. The trail is moving beneath you and you tumble constantly. You are bruised and even under your coat you are soaked. Hunger sours stale. Nothing is said. At last past your old campsite, at last down to the road. You drip onto the porch of the home restaurant you ate in before.

An old man wearing a gho and a hardhat beneath a rainbow-colored umbrella strolls past. It is seven-thirty in the morning. You order a glass of whisky. You prepare to tell the barkeep if he asks that you did it because you knew you could.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Going trekking

A mountain is a thing of darkness, of an inner heart cold and forever hidden. On a cliff, there is room to run off, on a mountain there is only room to run up. We live and fuck on a pile of dead, a mountain of generations. I cannot fathom the base.

The Ngawang Yeshey

Ingredients:

1 Norbu Bakery sweet bun
1 hearty slice Amul Processed Cheese Thing
1 onion
1 potato
1 tomato
5-6 Bhutanese chilies
Oil
1 Egg
Garlic paste
Tinghy vinegar
Crosse & Blackwell Catering Tomato Sauce
Mustard seeds
Peppercorns
Black Salt
Plain Salt
Uncle Zeb's special seasoning

Slice up the potato into french-fry-shaped pieces, as they are about to become french fries. Start deep-frying them. Cut the Norbu bun in half, pour a little oil into a pan, and toast the bun. Slice cheese while bun is toasting, lay on after removing bun from pan. Cut half an onion into slivers, halve the chilies, dice tomato and saute. Throw the other half of the onion into the deep-fryer when appropriate. Grind the mustard seeds with your handy river rock. Throw them into the pan along with garlic paste once the vegetables are near completion. Take french fries and fried onions out of the frying pan, form a bed on your plate. Cover in Uncle Zeb's special seasoning and black salt. Dump sauted veggies inside your sandwich. Layer in french-fries. Coat with ketchup and tinghy vinegar. Throw the entire thing back into the frying pan until the cheese has melted. Fry egg. Serve with port.